Praying

I wish that I could take back what I said
I wish that you could take back who you let in your bed
But you can't now our stock in the red
Got a lot on my mind even more on my chest
cnd it's probably for the best
I was falling apart from the buttons that you pressed
Didn't know it at the time but I really was depressed
Had my hands to the sky just to deal with all the stress

I prayed my L's turned into wins now look at me and my team
I pray that all these sins don't turn around and catch up to me

I don't know who I'm praying to but
I just hope that they hearing me yeah
I'm begging you tell me what to do cause sometimes I can't see it

Can't see it but I feel it
Still breathing and I need it but you
Got me running round in circlers trying to find myself

cnd I'm going til my legs ain't working
Came to terms with the fact that I can't be perfect
I just hope all this is worth it
Guess I'll find out down the road

I think that my angels watch over me
I think that the old me would be proud of the older me
This is my poetry walk like there's no one as cold as me

But I'm right where I'm supposed to be
cnd there ain't no holding me
Feels like I got a golden key
Gonna get me where I need to be

I been running round trying to find out where the lock is locksmith
Think that ill be fine cause I tell myself I got this botched it
Out of time now I'm looking where the watch is
Where'd the time go
Damn I think I lost it

Time aint slowing down so I gotta speed it up
Time is money so you know I charge a premium
I need as much as I can get so I'm sending prayers up like it's helium

I prayed my L's turned into wins now look at me and my team
I pray that all these sins don't turn around and catch up to me

I don't know who I'm praying to but
I just hope that they hearing me yeah
I'm begging you tell me what to do cause sometimes I can't see it

Surrounded by my people
I know they want for me a sequel
Remove from round me all evil
Gone gone gone gone
I know God right by my side
Opening my eyes
Showing me the lies
I got fortune in my mind

Feel so god damn pressed for time
ct least he checks on mine
ct least protects Ry
ct least he's forefront in my mind
cnd I know he's got a plan
Please show me who I am
Please show me I'm on track these days
Yeah

I prayed my L's turned into wins now look at me and my team
I pray that all these sins don't turn around and catch up to me

I don't know who I'm praying to but
I just hope that they hearing me yeah
I'm begging you tell me what to do cause sometimes I can't see it