I Don't Care If Monday's Blue

And this is the first time
I've ever addressed how I feel
About what's still inside my head man it's so unreal,
And it's just another way
I've never looked back this far
Another way of walking away, another day of wondering where you are

I've never looked back this far and I know I'm only picking at the wounds and the scars,
but you're when sitting at your window and you're staring at the stars it's hard

You said
You hated liars to me but,
When I found you'd been lying to me how,
Could I ever piece it together again, I know we went through a lot of shit, but

When I think about you
And when I think about the past
It's like searching for something that can't be found
Like reaching out to something that isn't real
I don't mean what I say
I don't mean what I say
But I mean what I feel

And this the last time
I'll ever address how I feel
About all the shit inside my head it's so unreal,
Don't forget to think about me and I won't forget you,
Just lying on my back in my room not knowing what to do

Not knowing what to do
Still don't know what to do
And still don't know how I feel