Not Today

I've given up finding love
Not for good but for now
Need to buffer my heart
Need to calibrate, need to calibrate my heart
Need some time to just be me
Eating pounds of cheap ice cream
Haven't showered in a week and I

And maybe one day I'll
Say things are better off this way
But not today not today, not today

Taking time off of life
Is that really a crime?
I don't mean to imply
That I'm gone for good
I'm not gone for good
But my battery is drained
Need a bit to charge my faith
'Cause after you, I'm still afraid and I
And I

And maybe one day I'll
Say things are better off this way
But not today not today, not today

Maybe I'm moving on finding hope in a song
Maybe it's time to say I was wrong
'Cause it always hurts
To drown in pettiness trying to pretend
I'm immune to needing love

And maybe one day I'll
Say things are better off this way
But not today not today, not today