Holdin' Up

We been holdin' up
I don't think that we should do this anymore
And you know the rush
Type of love that you really don't feel like giving up
And I don't wanna fuck
Don't you look me in my eyes
And tell me how I never could do enough
I gave you way too many fucking chances
So many questions
With not enough answers
All these red flags
That I thought wouldn't matter
Just tell me I matter
We jumped through the flames
And we ended in ashes
I know it's not safe
Why you playing with matches
My heart is so cold now
I need you to go now
(I need you to go now)
We been holdin' up
I don't think that we should do this anymore
And you know the rush
Type of love that you really don't feel like giving up
And I don't wanna fuck
Don't you look me in my eyes
And tell me how I never could do enough
I'm hoping that you think of me tonight
Even if somebody's in your arms
I'm hoping that you dream of me tonight
I don't hate you
But I really want you
To be with me tonight
I can't take it
Maybe I do want you
So I probably won't sleep in peace tonight
(I probably won't sleep in peace tonight)
We been holdin' up
I don't think that we should do this anymore
And you know the rush
Type of love that you really don't feel like giving up
And I don't wanna fuck
Don't you look me in my eyes
And tell me how I never could do enough