Beautiful Lonely

(Come on)
I can't make the same mistake again
I can't end up in this place again
Tryna hold off on my feelings
I can't act like I'm in love
I can't act like you enough
We can't like it ain't rough
I been tryna get it right from the beginning
Tryna keep my soul in tack
Tryna keep from holding back
Tryna write the script even though that we both knowing we been sabotaging feelings
We worked on everything but healing
We finally hit our peak we hit the ceiling
And know that this is not what I intended
Know that this is not what I envisioned
This is not the way I know it should've ended
(Come on)
Pray pray pray
Pray pray pray
I know that this your first time you been through this
Tell me does the sound of pain to you feel soothing
We got comfortable then started cruising
Until we lost but all control
And started veering off the road
Doing things outside our roles
Can't you get lost in me like you get lost inside the music
You took off from me and found a way to be a nuisance
I guess your family never was a good influence
But the places that we come from shouldn't make room for excuses
Patience is the way to get us through this
Sometimes I wish that so and so had never introduced us
It's the hurt that never loosens and commitment that feels useless
That's gon have us feeling foolish
Pray pray pray
Pray pray pray
Yeah
This is nothing but sum of our misfortunes
Time and time again the view that's clear starts appearing as distorted
After all these years you would think we'd be rewarded
We had some checks to balance we decided we couldn't afford it
Lesson learned tables turn
You can't promise me your world and then leave me there to burn
How you feel and what you do is now the least of my concerns
God forbid I waste more time I gave you more than you deserved
We had a goal to get established
Values and our morals came to light once we showed up at the ballot
Same canvas different palettes
Ideas out of reach had us stretching out the fabric
Pray pray pray
Pray pray pray