Numb

Just left from the plug
He gave me a pink perc
I just be taking percs for real
It don't even matter the color
Sound crazy but its whatever
Yall would understand
Yall would never understand

Its 5 in the morning
I aint been to sleep
Whats got into me
Pray the lord my soul to keep
From my friends and enemies
Both sides envy me with jealousy
That's the main reason I be moving differently
Mentally I need a rest cuz im too fucking tired
You aint gotta understand me but just hear me out
Please don't let me drown im just trynna stay aground
For all my family cuz I know that they need me around

Feel like a swisher sweet the way my life been breaking apart
Shit wouldn't be going wrong if I did right from the start
Facing the consequences now cuz this is where we are
Bury all my emotions deep in this bleeding heart
Wont get no feelings outta me don't do that anymore
We don't do no back and forth just suit up for war g
I dont kick it with these bitches these hoes love to bore me
I just love to fuck em add em to my inventory
That's the end of story
Send that lil bitch off in ruins
I tend to burn bridges
Don't ask me why I do it
My past a big influence
Give people a chance they'll blow it
Stab me in the back I know it
That's why this glock stay loaded
But ill never ever post it
Feds be lurking through the socials
They be tapping into mobiles
Next thing you know they built a case
Based it all off notions
Deep in shit you cant erase
And it only took a moment
Now you in they database
With yo freedom stolen
Not aware of yo surroundings
And got picked up
Fighting for motherfucking life with yo fist up
All by yo muthafucking self in the system
This yo mugshot aint nobody else in the picture
Trusting people is really scary
Its unordinary
People come and go
I swear that they all temporary
Every man a adversary
You cant be friendly
That can be deadly
So just be ready
Looking over my shoulder
Then proceed with caution
My heart exposed its stone cold
Call it steve Austin
Feel like its been covered with mold
That shit done gone rotten
I aint have no hand to hold
When I was going under
No one to lead me through the dark
New school stevie wonder
Late night and early mornings
Ive had time to ponder
Aint no need to wonder
Just let yall assume
Bc I know the truth
I am so uncouth
Used to be a lover
Turnt into a loner
I was far from myself and nobody noticed
Was getting high all by my lonesome just going through the motions
Still get high by my lonesome taking unknown doses
For every one step forward I took a thousand back
But look at where I am today I cant regret that
Came a long way from all them reckless antics
Drug mindset I was stealing my grannies Xanax
Realized that I had problem
But its too late to fix it
Raised up in the bottom
And I barely miss it
Cousin called my phone
Said I should revist
But its just bad news there for me
Come to far to risk it
Grinding for my family
So they no longer wishing
So they no longer tripping
So they not penny pinching
I hope they see the vision