Screaming Out

Feelin' lifeless wanna fight this
Feelin' the urge ends up so priceless
Brought back from a hateful climate
When I get so cold and I'm violent
And I can't bring it to silence
I'm so fucking absurd and out of context
Listen to my words dead circus were rotten with adamant objects
Will keep you stuck in the process like cobwebs
My conscious and my progress will keep me comin' for the nonsense
And I guess I do it for the people who be lookin' for my chest to stake
With the hardest of conscious
And I'll be damn if I don't take it like god blessed
And put it to a song so you know its nonsense
Don't wanna end it all I was something so painless slittle dumb shit
I don't wanna hear any reason that you would come with

In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?

Ahh get out my head out my nightmares
I'm all that I have left and any given day it seems that I don't care
Yo I could die happy then I feel fear, not afraid of dying
More afraid of living then tryna stay here
Stay clear, too many tainted visions of people perpetratin'
To be something greater than they appear
And my appearance is ignorance society
Social sickness an a vaccine lies that's broken nobody fixes
Still dreaming playing with both clenched fists
That the hate will be extracted and replaced with self forgiveness
Forgive this heart and sick son of a bitch
That spits shit self medicated mortalled enemy worst critic
Calling myself projection an working through infection
My perception is a bad radio station with no reception
As I sign off one last time then everything is all disconnected

In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?
I'm ten feet from the ground
Was lost but now I'm found
Lost but now I'm found

I've been, kickin' it in the dark that's more hopin that I ever have
Never have I had to list the shit I would rather have
Rather than life I'm livin' now I been breakin' down
Feelin' like some prison and I'm think'n bout me breakin' out
And I know it's not sane when I cock that thang
And point it at my brain
If I let that bang get the thang that its aimed at
Put in the pain there be more blame when I came back
In the after life, lately I been thinkin' about the afterlife
Usually I'm thinkin' God and I'll be glad for life
But you wouldn't understand unless you had my life
Where I been, what I've seen
Your nightmares my good dream
And your love is what I need if you can hear me when I scream!

In this life, my situations fading
As I take flight! From the top of the sky-scraper
Will you hear me screaming out?
I'm ten feet from the ground
Was lost but now I'm found
Lost but now I'm found