Psychopath

I don’t want no friends no
I just want the Benzos
Taking pills like every day until the fucking pain goes
Something deep inside my head
Wants me to see me fucking dead
Voices getting louder can’t distinguish what they fucking said
Psychopath I’m Bateman
Tell your mates I hate them
Don’t fuck with no other rappers cos I do not rate them
No interest in other bitches
I don’t want a fucking mistress
But sometimes I wish I wasn’t such a burden on my missus

Everybody hates me yeah they want me dead
Trying to drown out the voices in my head
Medicate til the world makes a lil more sense
Stay awake just wishing I was somebody else
Everybody hates me yeah they want me dead
Trying to drown out the voices in my head
Medicate til the world makes a lil more sense
Stay awake just wishing I was somebody else

Mental health is fucked up and it’s only getting worse
I got kicked out CBT for tryna fuck the nurse
I got nobody to speak to so I l’m writing this verse
I be counting days like sheep til i can sleep in a hearse
I treat my daughter like a queen because I know that I can
Ain’t seen my father in a decade he don’t give a damn
If I saw him now I’d wonder if I’m more of a man
Or if it’s in my fucking genes and one day I’ll be the same
But I’m better than that
I have my flaws don’t get me wrong but I ain’t tripping like that
I have a family to support now and I’m not looking back
I have a purpose and a reason so I’m living for that
If i gave up now I wouldn’t be forgiven for that
So for now I guess I’m living for that
But every day is hell
Wish I could stand up for myself
I wish I had the strength of mind and I could fight for myself
I wish I wasn’t such a pussy I would murder myself

Everybody hates me yeah they want me dead
Trying to drown out all the voices in my head
Medicate til the world makes a lil more sense
Stay awake just wishing I was somebody else
Everybody hates me yeah they want me dead
Trying to drown out the voices in my head
I medicate til the world makes a little more sense
Stay awake just wishing I was somebody else

Weight upon my shoulders
I’m so fucking broken
Eyes can’t even focus
Everything is hopeless
I wish everyone was dead
I’m sick of voices in my head
Spend my nights awake just wishing that I was somebody else
Weight upon my shoulders
I’m so fucking broken
Eyes can’t even focus
Everything is hopeless
I wish everyone was dead
Im sick of voices in my head
I spend my nights awake just wishing that I was somebody else