Cluttered Sign

I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed

My head
Two halves of me at constant ends
Holding me down
Full of everything I never said
As my life unfolds
I’m digging myself deeper in this hole

I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m
Trapped again inside my head

This is everything I feared
And I try to be sincere
You use my words against me cut me ear to ear

I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m
Trapped again inside my head

If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind
Of what then is an empty desk a sign
If a cluttered desk is a cluttered mind
Of what then is an empty desk a sign
I’m walking in circles

Everything I’m thinking, I’m second guessing
Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down
I’m losing my grip at this rate I’ll probably drown
Cos the weight of these words, is pulling me down
I’m slipping, I’m sinking

I feel my footsteps getting deeper
I feel my knees as they get weaker
And I wish I could just go to bed
And sleep it all away
I fill my lungs then they collapse
I dug too long and now I’m trapped again inside my head
It’s louder here than I remember