Burnout

You can't just change over night
They say it's all in my head
So just relax, alright?
That's what they always say
They're just getting sick of my shit
So they push me away
It's not like I want this for the rest of my life
But I know if I recover I know
There are signs of damage
I'm a fucking burnout, a deadhead
Being pulled along by, I'm dreading
What put me in this position?
I've given false hope
For even thinking I could cope
With all these dark epiphanies
Where I realize something's wrong with me
You can't just change over night
They say it's all in my head
So just relax, alright?
That's what they always say
They're just getting sick of my shit
So they push me away
It's not like, I want this for the rest of my life
But I know if I recover I know
There are signs of damage
I'm a fucking burnout, a deadhead
Being pulled along by, I'm dreading
What put me in this position?
I've given false hope
For even thinking I could cope
With all these dark epiphanies
Where I realize something's wrong with me
You can't just change over night
They say it's all in my head
So just relax, alright?
That's what they always say
They're just getting sick of my shit, so they push me away
It's not like I want this for the rest of my life
But I know if I recover I know
There are signs of damage
And all day long
I'd worry about everybody but myself
To keep me from thinking so miserably
And all day long
The terrors fissure through my flesh
And bring out a selfish empathy
Well now all day
Because my terrors have caused decay
I've become so selfish, I push everybody away
My dark epiphanies where I realize something's wrong
Wrong with me