Illusion?

I thought I saw you, out in the crowd
So many faces, but it was you that I picked out
I see the rainfall, outside my window at night
I had discovered my future, and it's you

I lie between hell and heaven
I lie between right or wrong
If I were God I could help you
But I'm just human like yourself

I keep on smiling, 'cause I have this dream
Everynight that I go to bed I have this picture of you riding for me
You say these three words: Never forget you
But when I opened my eyes you were gone far away
You were gone far away, gone far away