Scars

Guess I loved you, kinda sucks
To remember all the things we had
If only I knew what could go wrong
I wouldn't be singing this stupid song
It felt so euphoric
Though it felt so strange
But I held onto that feeling
As if nothing else was there
It's sad that I ignored all the bad things about you
It's sad I didn't realise this was wrong
Not to complain, but I think it's kind of funny
How you can turn from strangers to nothing
And you'll never see that you did something wrong
But I hate you much
I wish you knew it all
And I hate the way you always made me cry
But behind my back you told everyone
I cry all the time
And it's not your fault
No! You did nothing wrong!
Wow, look at you! You're so pure!
Can't believe it all
It was fun 'til you started caring less
Felt as if I was meaningless
And you did some weird shit
Won't say it out loud
But it hurt my feelings
Made me want to drown
As I got older I understood
It hurt to finally know the truth
But what hurts the most
Is you never said sorry
Wish that you did
Maybe I wouldn't have to worry so much
But most of all I hate how you used me
I hate how you decided to choose me
To tell me all the sweet words
Just for the laugh
I guess it was just a joke all this time
I hope that one day
Someone treats you the same
I hope that one day
You'll lose that stupid game
And cry, and cry, and cry, and
Not to complain, but I think it's kind of funny
How you can turn from strangers to nothing
'Cause I loved you so bad
And I thought you were mine
But though I was yours
You weren't mine
And now you think I'm a bitch
And I can't do anything about it
But it hurts
It hurts that you loved someone else and not me
I really hope one day I'll smile
The way I smiled while thinking of you
But it's over now
And it's so unfair
But I can't help it
So I'll dance around my room
And hope I'll be okay
Though it will never be the same
But maybe I could try and change
And maybe I could forget
About the stupid things you said
Forget that you were even there
And though there's scars all over me
I'll dance