Freezer

I don't mean to kill your rituals
To those who lend the wheel, you listen close
Want me to do you favors
Ask somebody else
Cuz currently, it's hard to move my body now
My vigilance, it strums until callosity
But my reflexes lack velocity
If my complexion spoke, you'd think I'm picking sides
It's not that it's just
Anxiety's physique seems so big in size

If the heavens called out my name
I would disobey due to uncertainty
I'm a freezer
I'm so used to having
Three hands on the wheel
I'm frozen still, still
I'm frozen still

My heart's accused of duplicity
The more I follow it, the more I
Complete my immobility
The same thing goes for
My gut & mind so
If you have the
Notion to try, don't
My arms-confused, as far as where to go
The more I act off it, the
More that i get sensations of vertigo
This is the truth that you ignored so much
I break everything I touch
It'll be the exact same outcome

If the heavens called out my name
I would disobey due to uncertainty
I'm a freezer
I'm so used to having 3 hands
On the wheel
I'm frozen still, still

This isn't a good look for me
Its underlined in resumes
I wish that I could vacuum all the pain &
Just depend on fate
Couldn't empathize it more
I advise you to take my advice
With me, a car that's drenched in silence
Is the safest to drive
Your reaction, antithetical to my stiffness &
I admit this
I do get a bit envious of your swiftness &
I insist that with me, you should
Disregard the sixth sense & the fifth sense
Cuz ever since that incident
I'm different
My limbs are brittle & I'm
Not even growing old &
Like ingrown finger nails, I
Never let this show &
I know that you're pretending when you
Say that all's forgiven, but
Cryptically, you wish that I would
Work on my precision but
Unfortunate for you; that
Can't be done for you
I'm stubborn & the truth?
My side is not with you 'cause
A ton of hypothetical scenarios, they
Rush to my brain you see
Not only am I cold, but I'm
What the temperature makes me
Makes me

If the heavens called out my name
I would disobey due to uncertainty
I'm a freezer
I'm so used to having
Three hands on the wheel
I'm frozen still, still