No Tempo

It feels so weird
When the only place
You can think
Is your shower
Slower down your moves
Pull into the night
Nobody is flower
Nobody is up to you right now
The pills they selling
And sins their paying
You know you right
Just hold you mapping
You got bored of starring out
And this time you could've Pleased no one
I remember I was keepin secrets For myself
I had a dream a friend I kinda Had a plan
Of growing up and maybe Getting older
I realized, when eyes is closed The world is closer
I shouldn't hate the mornings
And maybe should've love Myself
I could be better of maybe worse
Its doesn't matter I had my Choice
My voice inside my bottle
I couldn't talk outloud
The dogs were fighting behind My eyelids
I've kept them closed inside my Mind
I took them out in only places
Where couldn't hear a little Sound
So I just wonder