More Than I Should

I don't quite know what to do anymore
Too many things left unsaid
I should let you go
You know I put my life on hold
Evolved around your emotions
Tried to reach many times
What a quiet overdue goodbye

When you were up
When you were down
I've always given you my best
More than I should have
When you were up
When you were down
I've tried to understand
More than I should have

You know I write more than I speak
cnd all of this just me weak
I have been broken in the past
It's a misery you act like that
Still growing up at 29
I guess your thoughts are intertwined

I don't wanna feel like this anymore
Ease the pain
I did nothing wrong
I pay a price I can't afford
I don't call it a battle
If I already lost