NOTHING (interlude)

Mind been playin' tricks and games
Ever since I was just a baby
Always drove my mama crazy
Sorry that I am this way

Fucked up
Not okay
I got a feelin' that this feelin' never gonna go away
Like a hunger in my stomach that I just can't seem to shake
I just can't take it
Any fuckin' longer
I wish I could be stronger, for those I love
Most days I feel I'm nothin'
I just wanna feel somethin' again

All this pain inside my brain, don't think I'll ever be okay
I pray the Lord my soul to take, the devil got a hold of me
Ever since I can remember I've been waitin' on better days
But ain't nun' ever change
Oh Lord what'd you do to me?
I just can't go like this forever
I guess this my open letter to the world
I just hope that I get better
'Cuz I can't bare this fuckin' terror anymore
Tell the reaper come and get me
Whatchu waitin' for?

Fucked up
Not okay
I got a feelin' that this feelin' never gonna go away
Like a hunger in my stomach that I just can't seem to shake
I just can't take it
Any fuckin' longer
I wish I could be stronger, for those I love
Most days I feel I'm nothin'
I just wanna feel somethin' again