no1knows

I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Worst part no one even knows
I can't do this anymore

People see me everyday, but they can't see my scars
I see my demons every night and I still don't know who they are
What they want, or why they're hauntin' me
Feel like I'm not in charge, of my own damn life
This a never endin' fight
No I'm not alright, don't think I'll ever see the light of day
I done tried it all but nothin' takes all of this pain away
Smile up on my face, but you don't see what lies inside of me

I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Worst part no one even knows
I can't do this anymore

I made the mistake of tellin' few about my past
And every single one of them done stabbed me in the back
Like bitch you don't deserve to know the shit I told you, not a fact
But the funny thing is none of y'all still don't even know the half
See it goes far beyond the words that one could speak or sing or rap
It is somethin' you can't fathom 'less you lived it for yourself
No one knows, or ever will, and that means nobody can help me

I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Worst part no one even knows
I can't do this anymore

I've been dealin' with some shit in which nobody knows
It goes far beyond the surface, take a look into my soul
What you find might be disturbing, it's the coldest story told
I've been oh so deeply wounded, can't nobody stitch this hole
Worst part no one even knows
I can't do this anymore