I Don’t Have The Heart

[Verse 1]
We spoke for hours in that back room
I've never said that many words in my life
It was a catch-up, attached to
The people we used to be like
You keep a lot of me with you
Hanging on to the flowers when the petals go dry
But you've been staring at the rearview
And missing all the green lights

[Pre-Chorus]
The answer is not in me
Do not dance around the truth
I know just what you're thinking
But I can't give that to you

[Chorus]
I don't have the heart
I don't have the stomach
The energy to dust you off
To get you up and running
I don't have thе heart
To tell you I'm not going
When you'rе tugging all the parts of me
That you're still good at knowing

[Verse 2]
I don't have the ways to make ends meet
Their actual ending, I always extend them
And with the way you look at me
I'm scared it's gonna happen again
I keep a lot of you with me
Hanging on to your humor and regretting your sins
Why does this feel like the upbeat?
Waiting to fall into a groove again

[Pre-Chorus]
The answer is not in you
That is something that I'm sure
And you must stay a place
That I don't frequent anymore

[Chorus]
I don't have the heart
I don't have the stomach
The energy to dust you off
To get you up and running
I don't have the heart
To tell you I'm not going
When you're testing all the parts of me
That you're still good at knowing

[Bridge]
Wake the fuck up (Oh-oh-oh-oh)
Here you are toeing the line again
And weaseling your way back in
And I'm stuck
Between you and a wall (Between you and a wall)
Looking for the door

[Chorus]
I don't have the heart
I don't have the stomach
The energy to dust you off
To get you up and running
I don't have the heart
To tell you I'm not going
When you're twisting all the parts of me
That you're still good at knowing

[Outro]
I don't have the heart, heart, mm
(I don't have the heart)