Pain Of Discipline

As I pray, a crack in my voice
Need to change today, can I make that choice
Iron fist in my chest, acid taste of regret
Pain of discipline, will under threat
Grit my teeth, consider the end
Find the strength I seek, rue my apathy
Will today be wasted, like all the others
Can't regulate, never cease to suffer

I've changed my skin
Too quickly for me, to notice something
And I can't keep up, with every facet of my personality
Nothing sacred
Imitator
I'm at a loss to see
Without discipline
I'm lost at sea

Pain of
Pain of discipline
Pain of
Pain of discipline
Pain of
Pain of discipline
Pain of
Pain of discipline

As I pray, a crack in my voice
Need to change today, can I make that choice
Iron fist in my chest, acid taste of regret
Pain of discipline, will under threat

My spirit is purloined
My blood quenched in salt
Terror fixed in time
Afterlife, under assault
My last second is frozen
My last breath feels like liquid
I chose to ignore the omen
I'll live forever, with the wicked

I'll live forever with the wicked
I'll live forever with the wicked

The pain of discipline

I chose to ignore the omen
Pain of
Pain of discipline
I chose to ignore the omen
Pain of, pain of
Pain of discipline