Existential Crisis

[Chorus]
Existential crisis, I don’t know why I’m alive
The first thing that I think when I wake up is “did I die?”
When I see my reflection, I’m questioning “who’s that guy?”
I’m unrecognizable even in my own eyes
What the fuck did I do to deserve to be born?
Give my life to someone else, I’m sure that someone wants it more
I feel like a castaway that washed up on a shore
Tryna find my way back to the place that I was before

[Verse]
Nothin’ ‘bout this world ever makes any sense to me
The doctors keep on tellin’ me that I’m not balanced chemically
I over process everythin’, my mind’s my greatest enemy
I’m openly a strange person unapologetically
I can’t seem to find a purpose other than searchin’ for meaning
I can’t wrap my head around these people not needin’ a reason
I’m not even sure if I’m awake, I mean maybe I’m dreamin’
What if it’s the same day everyday that we’re repeatin’?
Why am I beathin’, why am I seein’?
Why am I hearin’, what’s this appearance?
What is this skin suit that I don’t wanna be in
Who the hell put me in this?
Why do I need it, and why do I have feelings?
Why should I express love? Why should I express hate?
Why even talk? Why even walk in the first place?
I can tell the difference between my best and my worst days
Why do we have last names and why do we have first names?
We’re all the same, don’t you get it? We just marry each other
We’re not original, we all just try to be each other
Our human nature is to go out and to seek another
To keep our kind alive and hopefully outlast the others
Subconsciously wired to try and keep a flow
But I also want to end it with a lethal blow
Our desires, they’re impossible to manage both
I’m 99% doubt with an ounce of hope

[Chorus]
Existential crisis, I don’t know why I’m alive
The first thing that I think when I wake up is “did I die?”
When I see my reflection, I’m questioning “who’s that guy?”
I’m unrecognizable even in my own eyes
What the fuck did I do to deserve to be born?
Give my life to someone else, I’m sure that someone wants it more
I feel like a castaway that washed up on a shore
Tryna find my way back to the place that I was before