Blackbearhelpedmesurvivemy20's

I have tried to end my life too many times, the truth is I don't know why I'm like that
I don't even understand myself, I don't even understand my thoughts
I used to be so reckless then I thought
I took life for granted, I'm a mess
Mother forgive me I'm stressed
I've been acting so bad this ain't how you raised me
I don't wanna die young anymore

I like to hear the sound of the rain at night
All the small things that make me enjoy my life
I got nothing to regret now
I'm just trying to move on
Blackbear taught me how to be strong
I was dumb, I was dumb to say I wanna die young
I'm sad that I gave my love to another stranger
I don't even like her
Oh I miss my lover

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I have trouble sleeping at night
Old memories came flooding back
I just wish to find my peace of mind
I wish you wouldn't fire back 'cuz we both got hurt
And the summer's over
I know one day I will feel better