Partner from Hell

I'm not well, had a partner from hell
Sleep with the devil, but I couldn't tell
This partner from hell got me under his spell
So I couldn't tell, no I'm not doing well

I was dreaming of teaming up with this demon
Now I'm recovering from discovering
A partner from hell 'cause I couldn't tell, me sleep with the devil
Under his spell
Dreaming of teaming up with this demon

So I'm not doing well, had a partner from hell
Sleep with the devil, but I couldn't tell
This partner from hell got me under his spell
So I couldn't tell, no I'm not doing well

I was at the time dehumanined
No human rights, demonized
Taken for a ride, never realized
I tried to abide to some one who lies

Took the live from me, and my family
My stability, my ability
Got insecurities that never used to be
Any part of me, I better party [?]

I'm not well, had a partner from hell
Sleep with the devil, but I couldn't tell
This partner from hell got me under his spell
So I couldn't tell, no I'm not doing well

Someone so cruel, I'm so ridiculed
Felt like a mule, still you were my fuel
I'm such a mess, my past is a pest
Request-less, dress [?], put my mind to rest

You're swimming in my head, missing in my bed
I'm so underfed, am I living or dead?
So conflicted, I'm addicted
So constricted or abdicate [?]

I'm not well, had a partner from hell
Sleep with the devil, but I couldn't tell
This partner from hell got me under his spell
So I couldn't tell, no I'm not doing well

I was dreaming of teaming up with this demon
Now I'm recovering from discovering
A partner from hell 'cause I couldn't tell, me sleep with the devil
Under his spell
Dreaming of teaming up with this demon

You're swimming in my head, missing in my bed
I'm so underfed, am I living or dead?
Took the live from me, and my family
My stability, my ability

Missing in my bed
Swimming in my head