I'm Lucky

I’m lucky, I know I’m lucky
You brought me to the girl
And I’m grateful for the way
You made it happen
You put such beauty in this world

But I’m ashamed
I’m ashamed of the way I feel sometimes
When the blood rushes to my head it burns
When I think of the boys that she knew before
I feel my happiness turn

I know it’s pointless, nothing I can change
I just make myself feel worse
But through all my jealousy one fact remains
I can’t accept that someone got there first
I don’t care
I don’t care if she hates every one of them
I don’t care if they hate her back the same
‘Cause I love her so much
That it’s making me ache
And I’m too weak to bear this pain
I’m too weak to bear this pain