Heaven or Hell

Do you feel the same?
I've given it time, but you went away
And left me to die
Time goes on and on and on...again
But I just feel worse
I soldier on and on and on
But you won't return

I've seen heaven and hell
Made too much of myself
Built this world on my shoulders
For a story to tell
I've been broken and bruised,
left my lungs overused
Watched you walk away
Watched you walk away

There was a time when I
Counted on you to be here for me
Now that seems naive
Life goes on and on and on
And I just stand still
You move on and on and on
And nothing feels real

I've seen heaven and hell
Made too much of myself
Built this world on my shoulders
For a story to tell
I've been broken and bruised,
left my lungs overused
Watched you walk away
Watched you walk away

I've seen heaven and hell
Made too much of myself
Built this world on my shoulders
For a story to tell
I've been broken and bruised,
left my lungs overused
Watched you walk away
Watched you walk away

Here. Lay still.
Open my heart, feel it slow.
I put you out, the way I fell in
If you turn to me now
I could only say this
Now if you're scared to death like me
But you'll not get a bit of rest
For the pounding and calling at a door in your little chest
If you're scared to death like me, close your eyes
Just close your eyes

I've seen heaven and hell
Made too much of myself
Built this world on my shoulders
For a story to tell
I've been broken and bruised,
left my lungs overused
Watched you walk away
Watched you walk away