Wander

I try to find my way
I am lost and I
Don't know where to go
Cause you're what feels like home

But now I'm stuck with bones
And you won't answer your phone

While I wander and wonder
What live could have been
I sit here all by myself
Thinking of then
I cross my fingers and count to ten
Would you be there
You won't be there

I can't sleep cause my brain sucks
And I dream of
Fucked up shit I don't trust
Cause you're there and I'm

I'm still left with bones
Feel my heart being thrown

While I wander and wonder
What live could have been
I sit here all by myself
Thinking of then
I cross my fingers and count to ten
Would you be there
You won't be there

Would you be there
You won't be there

Please don't help me I'm okay
Wounds don't heal without some pain
I'm trying to find the words to say
Please don't help me I'm okay
Wounds don't heal without some pain
I'm trying to find the words to say

While I wander and wonder
What live could have been
I sit here all by myself
Thinking of then
I cross my fingers and count to ten
Would you be there
You won't be there

Would you be there
You won't be there