New Beginnings

[Verse]
Ain't nobody on my side mane this shit ain't even fair
I gotta really think bout this they tryna leave me with no air
You may survive until you old but to be honest that shit rare
Oh im a gangster like the last nigga think them niggas fucking care
When you kill a fucking opp you gotta worry bout the rest
Thought about killing this one nigga but i’d feel bad for taking breath
Like nigga this somebody life this shit ain't no game or no test
You think them niggas scared cause i got a gun they just planning they next step
Youngboy and fredo came together look how them niggas getting money
Why can't that be the same for everybody we all acting like a dummy
Ion like that nigga jdot with a passion B 400
But Imma still respect that nigga cause he a man and thats on junny
Close friends turn to enemys can't ever trust no one
I started to see that shit when i moved out to benton with low funds
Them niggas fuck with me cause im a artist you think im stupid or im dumb
I see that shit i just dont say shit shout out the real ones
Gotta think bout if i die like who gone really cry
Like if i can't come back no more is any of my niggas gone slide
They took my nigga away from me and till this day still asking why
Its been hard to trust anyone cause the niggas i do just seem to die
Ion do this for the fame bitch i really passion this
Niggas say i do it for the money i ain't barely making shit
Lately its been hard to find love i always get played by every bitch
Its like i plan to start my life but never plan to finish it
Gotta think bout my next move this shit really ain't no joke
Its niggas dying bullets flying they tryna make a nigga float
It was nothing i could do just had to let my nigga choke
And then he died in my face he had bullets in his throat
Like damn the tables turned they tryna bury the grave digger
Had to get up off my ass was tired of being the any nigga
Put my heart in so many people and whenever they could they pulled the trigger
Put my heart in so many people and whenever they could they pulled the trigger
Like why the fuck these niggas mad drop take a nigga catch a hat
They put lil jay up in the sky and i can't ever get him back
Swear this shit done hurt me deep like mortal kombat gotta attack
But if i do bitch whats gone change they just gone keep on coming back
Every album i drop they say i took the L im never winning
Dont ever finish shit i start so to this day its new beginnings
Them niggas took one of my fives so everyday they blocks is bending
Bitch i got money on my head thats why this choppa keep on spinning
Dated this bitch up at my school she fucked me over and thats just the start
I thought we was going places but she had other plans at that mart
But she said that it was better if we took some time apart
Dont ever put yo trust up in no hoe cause theyll break yo fucking heart
Even though life is hard for me i still seem to make it through
You switched on me for them lil niggas them niggas won't love you like i do
I put my trust up in you people like nigga fuck this fucking crew
A lot a niggas started hating on me that shit came out the blue