Of A Guilty Man

I sit here in darkness once more
As i did last night and many nights before
The candles flame draws shadows moving uncontrolled
Almost living bizarre forms dancing on my walls

I sit here in darkness once more
Calling for the spirit of my love long gone
I know you hear my cries
I know you see my tears
I invoke you give me a sign
Show me that you are here

I can´t stand it, i can´t fight it
The guilt is killing me
I´m so sorry
You see me on my knees
Please forgive me this terrible sin
Before it tears my heart in two
Please have mercy, relieve my soul

I sit here in darkness once more
As i did last night and many nights before
Listening to white noise chaos
Hoping you will make it through
Trying to catch your voice
Trying to find you

I sit here in darkness once more
I want to speak to the one who i adore
Reaching out to the pretty prom queen
That died the other night
Reaching out tot he one that i´ve killed
The one i´ve killed with a knive