Crawling Home

I just can't leave this alone; meat for the wolves pulling flesh from the bone
This is blood that I draw from a stone
And a scar to remind me of where I was born
This is what it takes to forgive myself for you

Don't ask me what I am becoming
Something that you cannot comprehend
Completely unacceptable results
Damaged and desperate
I am crawling home

And it feels like something is wrong
When I'm not tethered to this hotel bed
I do what I can to make sense of this mess that I made for myself, in my head
One day at a time

When I leave there will be no goodbyes, no explanations
This is just something I need to do for now
When I die there will be no funeral, make no arrangements
What happens on the road will kill us all
Don;t ask me what I am becoming, something that you cannot comprehend
Completely unacceptable results
Damaged and desperate
I am crawling home

Show me if this is where I belong