A $ECRET PRAYER FOR HEALiNG

I'm avoidant
In my day-to-day life
And I cannot hold it

My mind loves the double-life
I don't know, I can't control it
Like when I'm having trouble
So I loop it's all fine
So fine
So fine
So motherfucking sublime
Caffeinated from the morning sky
Let it last

I need my friends
But, boy, they just want me
Healing
Secretly praying for me
Secretly praying for you

I need my friends
But, boy, they just want me
Healing
Need my place, but fatigue's awaiting
Secretly praying for me
Secretly praying for you

I'm avoidant
In my day-to-day life
And I cannot hold it
My mind loves the double-life
I don't know, I can't control it
Like when I'm having trouble
So I loop it's all fine
So fine
So fine
So motherfucking sublime
Caffeinated from the morning sky
Let it last

It's picture perfect
My mind's deserted
It's so fine
So sublime
It's worth it
You're worth it
We're working
Ahem, I'm avoidant in my day-to-day life
And I cannot hold it (ah!)
It's picture perfect
My mind's deserted
It's so fine
So sublime
It's worth it
You're worth it
We're working

Uhm, okay, undiagnosed
Heads, shoulders, knees and toes
Simon Cowell eats baked bean toast
Undiagnosed
My feet are asleep and cold
I'm seventeen times ten years old
Alcoholism of the Irish
And the darkness of Chernobyl
I'm recovered
I would like to thank my mother
I would like to thank my father
For I would've thrown me in the yard
I've been benumbed by this deadly, deathly, deafening
Bother of a brain
Look in the reflection, kid
You are not the same
Get me out of this town
Get us out of these frowns
They don't fit at all
Minimum wage, they cut half our pay
And fired me on a mental health day