Secret Ending (feat. Joven)

Man I don't even know how I got here
It was half past noon I was chilling making tunes
Man I don't even know how I got here
Drinking hella booze I was talking up witchu'
Man I don't even know how I got here
I was thinking 'bout the moves and the liquor had me too
Man I don't even know how I got here
I don't even know how I got here
Lemme build up my division for myself
Get the fuck up out the picture I don't need no fucking help
People only loyal when it comes to themselves
Until they got an issue they be crying out for help
I don't ever wanna hear the phone
I see your name I'm bitter leave a message at the tone
Dogs chase bitches
That's what my uncle taught me
Prime meat for the big dogs
Scraps for the little puppies
Choose your comrades well
Or carry the hammer promptly
Sickle the fakes away
Cultivate your ways
Walk in your truth don't change your place
You could play charades
Get mad when life don't go your way
Or shift the gears
Speak your truth and move without a care
Sun in Pisces, I go by Gemini
I don't do face to face, paused face time
I'm turning the other eye
Mask my pain, no cameras
Been dodging fame since 97
The bridge you burned cost me a lot
I cancelled you no 7th heaven
They twitter feuding 'bout my life a lot
My horoscopes getting lotta' eyes, want a co-star
I'm the best lead, I'm a drama, you're a comedy
I reminisce it's futility
My memories break through the seams
Seems endless, si! Like the seven seas
Paranoid that they watching me
Worries drowning me, who gon' Judas me?
Is it shorty pillow talking next to me?
Is it Tetra engineering all my beats?
Is it mom dukes on the kitchen stove
Plotting bloody murder infanticide?
Is it me, no suicide? (No suicide)
Who want me to die?
Homicide any nigga that ain't finna' ride
Man I don't even know how I got here
It was half past noon I was chilling making tunes
Man I don't even know how I got here
Drinking hella booze I was talking up witchu'
Man I don't even know how I got here
I was thinking 'bout the moves and the liquor had me too
Man I don't even know how I got here
I don't even know how I got here