Lost in My Pain

[Intro: Termanology & Siimba Selassiie]
I'm just keepin' it real with you, you know
Statik Selektah
I think I'm lost in my pain

[Verse 1: Termanology]
The reason all these women in my section now
'Cause I'm connected like a section now
I know the plug, since '03, he show me love
When I had the pistol stuffed under the rug
Quarter brick lookin' like a fresh-bought dove
Never caught slippin' so I never seen a judge
Hustle for a livin' like all of the above
I'm judgin' your position on your quality of drugs
I hustle hard, I'm a legend around my way
But jealous ones still envy, that's J.O.S.E
Hit the highway Monday to Sunday
Did it my way, give a fuck what son say
These cats got hate in they blood
'Cause I'm in the strip club next to Puff, hoes rakin' it up
When they look at my success, they see they own failures
Swear to God, I couldn't keep this shit no realer, damn

[Chorus: Siimba Selassiie & 38 Spesh]
[?] down it was stressful
Made a couple moves but I ain't regretful
Smoke trees, need the best smoke
Just to calibrate my mind and break the threshold
Ain't seen nothin' special
Shit be changin' when they thinkin' you successful
Lost in the pain
I think I'm lost in my pain (Huh)

[Verse 2: 38 Spesh]
Ayo, I'm in the kitchen whippin' batter
Life is a bitch
If you violate me then you ain't meant to have her
I want my food on a silver platter
I got no regrets
Took all of my broken steps and built a ladder
My breakfast a blunt filled with scatter
The first meal of the day really the only meal that matter
A snake move with innocent swagger
I'm not feelin' flattered
Usually backstabbers conceal a dagger, huh
I should kneel down and pray
But when I'm lost, somehow I found myself smokin' a pound a day
My girl said she wasn't down to stay
Thought it was a April Fools joke until she left town in May
Huh, I learned from my violent days
But I survived and gave a lot of stray so I'm highly paid
Being broke was my wildest face
And if you're rein' up with less than a brick, you got childish ways
Trust

[Chorus: Siimba Selassiie]
[?] down it was stressful
Made a couple moves but I ain't regretful
Smoke trees, need the best smoke
Just to calibrate my mind and break the threshold
Ain't seen nothin' special
Shit be changin' when they thinkin' you successful
Lost in the pain
I think I'm lost in my pain