Certain

[Verse 1]
Spent my whole life thinking that I had it
Spent all of my time addicted to an addict
Gone in a second worthless like a lost cause
Gone in a moment thinking I could press pause
Gotta learn that I didn't really have it
Gotta learn it was me who was an addict
It was my life leveled to the ground floor
Now I'm in the rubble asking what it's all for

[Chorus]
Am I certain
I'm not searching
For a burden
I am done hurting
Am I certain
You're not a burden
What is my life
If it's you behind the curtain
Am I certain
I'm not searching
For a burden
I am done hurting
Am I certain
You'rе not a burden
What is my life
If it's you behind thе curtain

[Verse 2]
Up down feeling problematic
I am stuck in a routine that's automatic
I am feeling stressed guess all my life is a mess
Putting my life to the test every moment feeling vexed now
I'm done facing certain situations
I'm done making certain reservations
My life is a ruined mess
No matter what I think I still can't confess

[Bridge]
I don't want to talk about it
I no longer feel nostalgic
You said that you're fine I bought it
You said that you're mine I doubt it

[Chorus]
Am I certain
I'm not searching
For a burden
I am done hurting
Am I certain
You're not a burden
What is my life
If it's you behind the curtain
Am I certain
I'm not searching
For a burden
I am done hurting
Am I certain
You're not a burden
What is my life
If it's you behind the curtain