Delusional

Yeah
Like this (like this)
I'ma drink this henn, I'ma keep this grin,
But if you look at nina closely I'm tryina contain this beast within.
I know some of y'all already knowin' that I got a lotta cheese to spend
But that don't change the fact I go insane I gotta heap of sins please begin.

I saw a glimpse in all of this when I was just yay tall and I pictured y'all and it wall to wall but they all said I was just Delusional but the people startin' callin' us and I'm ballin' tough but the crawlin' rough and I never though of stuff with saw enough.
What the problem is now I got em here tellin' all these kids I'm the K.O.D and they pumpin up the volume and listenin' hard when I give my heart is it Delusional.
When I'm thinkin' I'ma boss in the biz but I'm lost and I fake it that I'm off in the lid but they pay the cost when it is dark at the crib

Some say that if tell them to hate my people are at the gate ready for sealin' your fate that is up for debate cause when I make my music ain't no evil from mister yates callin' me
A cult leader I don't really know but I'ma fosho heater wickedness commin' from mine rove they could blow me but the folks wanna soul see us at the bottom with the devil look around and it be no N9na they say I lead em to evil like I was Jimmy Jones and feedin' the people when I bleed in the steeple the reason they seizin' me ain't no decreasin' my ego my powers for good I think would I shrink if somebody took away how good I ink but that would never happen I'm makin' it with the rappin' but they want me to collapse and when I could I sink

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin you to do wrong hear me!

She feel like I'm, gonna make them hate because I was around and kick it and make them babys and now that I made it gotta escape them daily and that's crazy cause all I'm doin' is makin' the industry pay me but when I show my face feelin' everything's great did a show then we ate then I'm outta that state she said I'm a good provider but daddy of the year man I'm outta that race how I compensate for the losses they get often dates that's too personal we'll stop the tape

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin but I'm losin feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin' you to do wrong hear me!

They say I'm seein' things but everybody know I'm bein things we dem kings like it or not we runnin' this gotta lotta hype cause I wanna spit and I come to grip on the fith you gotta know techs never gonna miss I know I might be a little psycie but its nightly and brightly inside of me makin' me a little frightening rippin' it with the right team I bring hella light when resighting when its all said and done I'm sickened and heavened caused this a damned reverend ALL 6'S AND 7'S

I hope I find what I'm looking for, maybe I should drink just a little more.
Delusional I'm fightin' but I'm losin' feel like we offer up confusion Hear me!
My rights and wrongs are questioned in my life and confusion seems to read alibi.
Delusional I'm feelin' like I don't belong, feel like I'm tellin' you to do wrong hear me!