Save Yourself!!!

Save yourself for the wealth of your well being
No guaranteeing what you're about to see is worth seeing
I understand if you wanna start your car and start fleeing
I'd probably do the same thing I'm glad that we're agreeing
'Cause being caught in the trap of death was my own work
My bones hurt 'cause I threw away my souls worth
There's a list of reasons longer than a freaking scrolls worth
And now I'm leaving and now I'm bound homeward
Homeward being Heaven
If He can forgive my sins, I've done more than seven
I've ignored all my blessings, focused more on my possessions
Got many, many confessions, got my own Armageddon
Don't have much hope but all I need is a crease
I keep searching but I keep on slipping up on the grease
No matter the distance whether west or east
You know you need to run or hide from me the beast
Save yourself for the wealth of your well being
No guaranteeing what you're about to see is worth seeing
'Cause the battle wages cannot be seen at all
It's waged above my mouth and behind my eyeballs
But it's also rages in the spiritual realm
There's plenty of demons waiting to send us to hell
Evil lurks around us, death is it's smell
And if you look around, their job, their doing it so well
Convincing us that the realm of darkness don't exist
And they distract us so much that the signs get dismissed
The devil's work is happening right under our noses
That's why we must walk with the wisdom of Moses
But yet again these bogus trends got us all focusing
Liking and commenting on other people's atrocious sins
But now I sound too preachy, y'all quit listening a while ago
I say save yourself but this verse right here could save your soul
Save yourself for the wealth of your well being
No guaranteeing what you're about to see is worth seeing
'Cause at the end of all my preaching and my inward dives
Here I stand a broken man, that preaching was just a disguise
A facade that I've built up throughout the years
The foundation was built on blood, sweat, but mostly tears
The sum of my fears is if the walls start to fall
I'm afraid my close ones would be so appalled
At all the times i had to crawl to even read my bible
It's a constant brawl between Him and all my idols
I sing He has no rival but I don't live like it's true
That's why I keep on snapping from the fire like bamboo
I remember writing how I'm fragile to the flames
That life throws me in, still have no time for fun and games
Gotta redeem my name and my heart's wealth
I guess it's time I finally go to Him to save myself