Double Take

Is it the lack of caffeine or just too much heart?
Didn't mean what I said no, it's not your fault
Been caught up in my cynical world
Last few weeks have kinda been a blur
Always seem to run when it gets too hard

And I'm trying to wrap my head around
How to keep my feet on the ground

Think I need a double take
Fuck, I made a huge mistake 'cause
Always seem to compromise the best things in my life
Think I need a second guess
Everything I thought I felt cause
I can't even trust the voice I hear inside my mind

Hard as I try I just can't see the glass half full
Always finding new ways to be critical
I'm projecting ghosts from my past
People say good things never last
But I know I can't live my life like that

And I'm trying to wrap my head around
How to keep my feet on the ground

Think I need a double take
Fuck I made a huge mistake 'cause
Always seem to compromise the best things in my life
Think I need a second guess
Everything I thought I felt cause
I can't even trust the voice I hear inside my mind