Until My Last Beath

Cannot cry it loud enough
I’m giving up this ghost
How can I still justify
When you deny my voice
In this nothing I’m not allowed
I just follow alone
Words as weapons without a sound
Echoes dying unborn

Until my last breath
You’ll never know
Until you feel the silence
When I am gone
Now it’s vanishing
Everything
What we might have been
Only now your prays call my name
But you won’t see again

Who can change this memory?

Inside it needs to burn
Worship by the enemy
The guilty take their turns
Watching as it’s disappearing
Shadows all that remain
Wishes slowly crossing over
In this parade of pain

Until my last breath
You’ll never know
Until you feel the silence
When I am gone
Now it’s vanishing
Everything
What we might have been
Only now your prays call my name
But you won’t see again