Yearbook (Demo)
[Verse 1]
A picture in the yearbook staring me down
All year with this morbid infatuation
I can't touch her, and I hear her voice to me
It calls, and all my bravery
Falls grounding by the thought of it all
I look in the yearbook chasing me, in my head I'm mistaken
I am making her more than a person could've been
But I believe in my own lies, instead of pain it's anger I feel
Because I made it unreal in my head
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, o-oh
[Chorus]
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say
[Verse 2]
Picture in a nice frame
Real nice firewood now
More than contentment
I could wish I understood now why
I'm stuck here in this place
I can't bail away
She can see it, now I'm scarred
No matter what I say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, o-oh
[Chorus]
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say
[Bridge]
All the idiosyncrasies are what everyone can not see
Should've never succeeded this far
All the idiosyncrasies are what drive me
You were just distorted and scarred, yeah
[Chorus]
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush, oh, oh
Details are killing me, and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say