Anxiety

Watchya know about insomnia on a weekday night
That makes you wonder if you will feed the family or not
The smile you put on just to make it through the day alive
Being positive is hard with all the pain you feel inside
Life throws you lemons but no water for the lemonade
Go through the deck, good poker face was dealt a shitty hand
Watchya know about insomnia on a weekday night
The smile you put on just to make it through the day alive

Dawn of the day not down with dead
I should be thankful they said
TAE was a boy with a plan
The most high was watching he laughed
Searching for humour that's left
It's harder to become a man
With nobody holding your hand
I had to find my own way you know what I'm saying

Aye what the fuck
Why i wasn't born with money and legacy like elon musk
Someone had to be me, had to do it so I'll play my part
Character I'm portraying is not a movie cause i bleed at heart
Out of sight
Life is short and complex just like Bonaparte

Don't wanna die young...

Watchu know about insomnia on a Tuesday day night
The dreams that haunt you on the weekend working overtime
When the bread is not enough the world just gives crumbs
Still keep going though you contemplating suicide
Damnit

Watchya know about insomnia on a weekday night
That makes you wonder if you will feed the family or not
The smile you put on just to make it through the day alive
Being positive is hard with all the pain you feel inside
Life throws you lemons but no water for the lemonade
Go through the deck, good poker face was dealt a shitty hand
Watchya know about insomnia on a weekday night
The smile you put on just to make it through the day alive

Man listen
Don't tell me not to worry when reality is haunting
Ain't seen no sleep and that's for weeks
I'm overstressing
Gave me all for half decade and got nothing
Tell the reverend i was on the road preaching