No More Pain

I'm trying to do something big here
I was meant for this
I can't quit
What's the point of dreaming big
If you don't support it
You should be proud of me
Not doubt me
I'm taking a risk here
I'm putting it all out there
And I'm happy

If I disappear I'm sorry
I ain't ditching your party
No need to be salty
But my work is hardy
If everyone's dream came to wish
It wouldn't be as hard as this
It's a sacrifice I'm willing to give
I would never tell to you change what makes you live
So why you tell me to switch
And wonder why it's hard to forgive
Cause when death was the mish
I changed my vizz
I felt to small
In a world to big
I ain't trying to make it quick
Would manifest in the mirror as a kid
This is as clear as I get
You form your opinions
About what I do For a living
I knew I had bigger visions
And missions to be giving
This is more than spitting
What's the point of dreaming
If it's for your image
We two different like men and women
We can either sink
Or start swimming
My light was dimming
9-5 for a minute
I'm pinning pushing to my limit
I'm enjoying the journey
From the beginning
My story is different
Dreamed of this since infant
But had no commitment
Afraid you'd think I'm not sufficient
your views don't make a difference
Except The more i get the more you listen
So I guess it isn't

Just a mission
That I'm driven
It's Your decision
If I'm a musician
But i trust my intuition
Reminiscing
Of a kid with premonitions
Of what I envisioned
To Cure my condition
A beats nutrition
A mic magician
Every song an audition
Another addition
Increasing cognition
a lyrical technician
I don't need your permission
To hit with precision
Look at the transition
A 6 speed transmission
I'm shifting
Bars like pistons
Everyday I'm working
Promoting my position
Never needed tuition
To get what I was getting
I need debt
Like I need regret
This song is a rep
A lyrical threat
From not even making it yet
23 I reset
I do suggest
What dream I should nest in
Security I'm guessing
I'm Trusting my message
I'm sending
My minds the only loan
I'm lending
I'll break the bank
Before I'm bending
Inspiration is never ending
Reach for the stars
Then they act like they in charge

When they feel small
Don't mean you ain't large
They can't guard
Your heart
The target is mark
I'm marked
My aim is to smart
So I bury the harm
Put away your remarks
The work is the start
You'll get better
More clever
The end is never
You control your lever
No pressure
You'll get there whenever
Stay center
be the aggressor
We ain't chasing the evil lesser
We miracle measure
A life professor
In every semester
I ain't a jester
Joking with my gesture
Your compliments enter
Can change the weather
Of someone's storm forever
We climb the ladder together
We can climb faster
If we pull up whoever
I care
I can feel it in the air
Me vs you
I ain't here to compare
I wanna repair
Life ain't fair
There is no despair
I bare it all when I fall
You see me lost I saw
I feel raw when I roar

I'm looking for more
Than I did before
At peace instead of war
Our mind is violent
Feeling compliant
Global warming
Ain't climate
You find it
When your heart is winding
The violence is silent
The sun is shining
No rewinding
We move forward
I got four words
I love you all
With no terms
But We can take turns
That's what I learned
Love can be stern
We stand firm
For what we believe in
I ain't scared of the deep end
I'm leaping
I'm working
7 days my weekend
Doing what I love
You'll see what I become
There ain't another one among
Us that's where I'm from
You be you
I'll be me
That's lifes beauty you see
I'm on the mic
And you be the beat
So when we come together
My songs complete
I ain't here to compete
With anybody but me
But I need you to inspire
Cause when our feet grow tired
And we feel no desire
They can feed the fire

Bring you back to what you require
Cause there's no solo in my choir
Lets see what transpires
All I want is to be a man you admire
No ego required
I ain't better than no one
If you need a bone
I'll throw one
No mansion
I don't own one
Celebs I don't know none
Except for those who found their freedom
a man who lends a hand
Who has none
A shirt off your back when you don't have it
Do something nice with no cameras for action
What happened to being genuine
For better reasons than acting
I'm spieling words for you
Not Spielberg
I'm trying to save your hurt
Not tik tok work
I ain't trying to be a jerk
But imagine a camera in your face
When you feel a disgrace
A subway for home base
Cause you never found your way
No dreams to chase
Cause you sleep on the pavement
What you doing is nice
But that makes a bigger statement
They a human not caveman
A rock for a pillow arrangement
And you think a bottle of water for 10 million views is saving
Go back and have a conversation
About opportunity to be amazing
Let them know it's on them for making
Whatever they want in this world go take it
But here's some food to get you through
Was this for me or for you
God damn I guess I do it too