Part Of Me

I can run and you will follow
You will trace me here and shape my way
But after all, now I can see
You're not my source, just part of me

One heartbeat all too human
Now I sense it to the core
No one's here with whom to share it
So I face it all alone

I tried to seek, but could not find
All my life, and I swear
Ceaselessly I tried

Yes, I believed, it made me fly
All my life, but now I feel
I can grieve and you will follow
Why do you befall and torment me?
How should it soothe, now that I see
You're not my source, just part of me?

When I lived without a heart
Without pain, but with my mark

Still this purpose lies in memory
It's buried deep
But still part of me!

Now that I feel it brings a rage to me
Now that I feel it clouds my mind
Senses arouse illogicality, fire in me!
Now that I feel, what is the code
That once defined me?

Now that I feel, what is my goal?
Nothing for real
You're not the one you're meant to be!
Part of me, just part of me!

I can feel that's why you follow, not always perishing
But even warm sometimes
And after all, now I can see
Though not my source, you're part of me

One heartbeat all too human
Now I sense it to the core
No one's here with whom to share it
So I face it all alone