Telephone
I know that I was acting out of character
Thought you knew me better than letting out all your stamina
Whatever the weather, reckon I'd stand with you
But all it took was balancing challenges and you'd had enough
I did some things that don't align with me
Thought you'd notice I was acting out of fear
I was broken I was hopeless I was gasping for the air
Always saw the best in me until it wasn't clear
And no one wants to leave a situation with the anger, with the hatred but it's easier that pain sometimes
I can see the light and everyone was only trying but it's hard coz my emotions run away sometimes
I know that we could never be the same, but still the days we spent together in my head are on replay sometimes
In the Park, linking arms, chasing cars, crazy how you'd even spark light out of the grey sometimes
I walk by myself
I'm stranger, I'm a ghost
Funny when it goes to shit
Fakes go running and the real ones stick
I'm beside myself
Way too much telephone
Stay tough through the fire and the blitz
found my friends at the bottom of a pit
Funny how they stick around,
money in my pocket now
Tired of misbelieving, but the ceiling feel it coming down
Hiding in the rubble theres no trouble when I'm underground
Keep me in your shadow guess it better when no one's around
Hard to not feel the guilt, the only thing I know is real
I'm tired of making changes why the fuck you think its me that's ill
Read the deal don't break my heart yeah keep it sealed
And I'll play my part till you need me girl
fistfights, love bites, missed us some nights
The bottles in my bloodline
Your is soul is solely sublime
Been beaten up but been in love, please don't leave me bleeding
Cause Tonight might be the night that these demons finally eat me up
Funny when it goes to shit they only fucking with you on a lets smoke a spliff
Funny guess I'm over it
Love the day ones, the fake ones don't owe me shit
I walk by myself
I'm stranger, I'm a ghost
Funny when it goes to shit
Fakes go running and the real ones stick
I'm beside myself
Way too much telephone
Stay tough through the fire and the blitz,
found my friends at the bottom of a pit
A.D.H.D I couldn't even hold a school down
I'm in disbelief I couldn't hold you down
Locked down, I had a lion in the zoo now
Emotions running wild so all the shame around them flew out
I'm too proud, I'm too quiet, I'm too loud
I'm too fake, I'm too sound, I'm too real, I'm too clouded by my feelings
Grounded on the ceiling
When I get you on the phone emotions go bulimic, pleading with you
I was in way too deep, I was down at your feet, summer ends, autumn leaves
Winter came without you calling
Tidied off your portion
Even after all, I hope I see you when it's warmer, it's human nature
Funny, when it goes to shit
Fakes go running and the real ones stick
Stay tough through the fire and the blitz
Found my friends at the bottom of the pit
I walk by myself
I'm stranger, I'm a ghost
Funny when it goes to shit
Fakes go running and the real ones stick
I'm beside myself
Way too much telephone
Stay tough through the fire and the blitz
found my friends at the bottom of a pit
