Idk Might Cry Later
[Intro: Alan Watts]
You begin to see things in the depths
That at first sight seem utterly remote
How could they have anything to do with us?
They are so far
You come across all kinds of funny little monsters
And wiggly things
That bear no resemblance
To what we recognize as the human image
[Verse 1: Whipstick]
I’m so gone, so low, I'm so sick and depressed
I’m so lost, so sad, feel it thick in my chest
It’s like a phlegm I can’t catch no matter how hard I’m coughin’
I’m tryin’ to catch my breath while dodgin’ an early coffin
Anxiety’s hostage, I’m dyin’ to forfeit
I’m tryin’ to sort it, but I ain’t never findin’ no purpose
I’m divin’ headfirst, ghost ridin’ the hearsе
It’s like I’ve been worse, but I’m not a good pеrson
Loud flashy colors, it’s all an act I suffer
But in the passion, the mask, all the laughs I muster
You probably thought I had it under control
Thought you should know that it’s really all a part of the show
I’ve got a one-way ticket at the end of the chamber
To settle the fate of the loathing little monster you made up
Use my pain for example in all the things for your betterment
And when the call stops, just know I never regretted it
[Chorus: Stray]
I’ve fallen to darker places
I’m stallin’ for saving graces
But always, they come late
So I mask my pain
But baby I’m only caught in my feelings
Circle the drain while I’m overthinking
I’m coping the wrong way
But hoping that it helps you see me
[Verse 2: Mr 8 Legz]
Highest point in my life, lowest point in my mind
Still chasing the happiness that is hopeless to find
Fully knowing it’s pointless, I feel so broken inside
To be honest, it’s disgustingly ironic I’m alive
So maybe that’s why I poison myself
Instead of looking for help or just nurture my mental health
If these walls could talk, they’d be pleading get rid of me
Really all they do is sit with me, spiraling in the misery
‘Cause all I see is a failure, but you say he’s a legend
So let me ask you a question, since I’m lacking direction
Is it really a fun time if you’re masking depression?
I hope you find this message and from it pull a lesson (Please)
[Chorus: Stray]
I’ve fallen to darker places
I’m stallin’ for saving graces
But always, they come late
So I mask my pain
But baby I’m only caught in my feelings
Circle the drain while I’m overthinking
I’m coping the wrong way
But hoping that it helps you see me
[Outro: Alan Watts]
What do you mean by “you”?
How do you know you exist? In terms of what?
What do you discover, if you push that?
Why, you discover everything else (I hope you see me)
That you thought wasn’t you
You only know you exist, uh
Because you’ve got things to feel and other people to talk to
And because you go “ya ya ya,” you reflect the external world
So investigate you and you get the“external world
Now what happens if you investigate the external world?
Well, you get you
