Bath Water

It weighs
On me nowadays
The heat of the past
The burns of my mistakes

I stay
In bed now most days
'Cause there's just so much
That I can't bear to face

I might just
Put my head under bath water
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands
After all of those fights

It's cold
In my bed nowadays
'Cause everyone left
Nobody ever stays

And I know it's my fault
It mostly is nowadays
But I sit alone
With these demons I hate

I might just
Put my head
Under bath water
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after the fight

Close my eyes
Feel the world moving
Feel so light
While the roof caves in
Watch all of my limbs become limp in defeat
It's all over now, so I finally retreat
What's wrong with me?

I guess I always said this was how it would end
When I've lost the respect of my people and all of my friends
I knew that my time was up when the bell rang
So why
Does it hurt so much?

Oh, I want to
Put my head
Under bath water
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after all of those fights

Close my eyes
Feel the world moving
Feel so light
While the roof caves in
Watch all of my limbs become limp in defeat
It's all over now, so I finally retreat
What's wrong with me?

I might just
Put my head
Under bath water
Breathe right in
Make my chest warmer
Watch temporary hair dye spiral into the night
Like the blood on my hands after the fight...