Shoal

[Verse]
From under the shoal I emerge, fly as fuck, you can catch me with the birds
Fly real high, used to be in the dirt, wearing a coat and it's made from fur
Got dead spirits on my back, they can't communicate, so I put them on read
Talk crazy, it gon' be smacked, take a hammer, take your hand, go smash
Feel like Shion, the village is against me, I'll burn it down, leave it all empty
ELFACTION the bros, even if we be distant
I could never take the narrative and spin it
Friends forever, even if we go separate ways
Didn't fit in to anything, but it worked out okay
The times change, but I wish they didn't
Miss waking up and texting during business
My friends are in the army, but I hope they come back
And if they don't, then I'd be slow to react
My emotions are numb, they were sabotaged
Is feeling nothing really being wrong? Is feeling nothing really being strong?
Or am I just covering up what's inside? Do I just want to feel or remain shy?
I can't figure out what is for the best
Not confident in any answer I've found yet
Say it with your chest or you hold it all in
It may be the last time before we're departed
Keep on roaming for years, Ruroni, will I find my own Senshingumi?
Fighting everyday against time and my body
Racing against the clock, moments are running
The flow of time will really be my destruction
No matter how fast I go, I'll fade to nothing
It makes me upset when I think about it
How could all my efforts be so fruitless?
This world is cruel and ruthless, the kingdom of heaven is in my heart
But I haven't tapped in yet, so send my regards
I want to succeed first and then open it up
But maybe that in itself is the problem
If the spirit was unlocked, then I'd succeed
But am I willing to let go of the past me?
I'm not sure if I'm worthy, but why am I worrying?
The sacrifice rituals I do are so tolling, only a few years left, I better hurry
Pushing what I have left until it breaks, but I'm afraid that it will not wait
I feel like Speed Racer, driving on the edge
One false step and I'm off that ledge
Do you think that I'm begging to be dead? I'm just trying to not lose step
Do you feel any regret? You get a cold sweat? I feel chills down my spine
Did I make a mistake or did I do what's right?
The only way to find out is with time

[Outro]
I'm sorry but you're too unpredictable