Lonelier
[Verse 1: Sunshine Christo]
Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
I've gained some friends, but are they even real
I gained some fans, but are they even real
What do they wanna hear, I can’t give them what they want
This is all I got
If you liked my music when I was alive, then you'll like it while I rot
I don't wanna talk, I’m numb to everything
It's a new kind of pain, the pain that makes you hate waking up everyday
I don't know if I'm depressed, bitch I'm just stressed
About this music shit, that I'm supposed to be doing
I feel so damn dead, I don't wanna leave my bed
All of it's in my head, yeah yeah
[Bridge: Sunshine Christo]
Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
People showing love, but is it even real
I’ll go to a show and fucking kill myself
When my brains are in the crowd they might know I felt
Days go by, and the lonelier I feel
I’ve gained some friends, but are they even real
I gained some fans, but are they even real
I don't even know what they want to hear
I can’t give them what they want, this is all I got
If you liked my music when I was alive, then you'll like it while I rot
I don't wanna talk, I'm numb to everything
It’s a new kind of pain, pain that makes you hate waking up everyday
[Verse 2: Vain]
As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, I wonder what I missed
I wonder what I missed, I can't even lie, I really miss that shit
I can't even die, can't even slit my wrist
I can't suicide, I'm forced to live like this
Still got some friends that I'm talking with, but they ain't real, like I got em' off Wish
[Refrain: Vain]
I wish, I wish, I wish I could fix this
Fix this, this, it's over this is it
This is it, it, it's over this is it
This is it, it
[Verse 3: Vain]
As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, I wonder what I missed
I wonder what I missed, everyone is gone, it happened in a blink
Everyone is gone, now I'm emotionless
I keep it to myself, I'm alright man, I insist
Please don't ask me, I don't wanna bitch
I don't wanna, wanna drag you into this
As the days go on, the lonelier I get
Everyone moved on, it's over this is it
This is it, it, it's over this is it
It, it, this is it
