Fading

[Intro]
Ayo, I think this man listens to too much Smurf
What's up with that Final Fantasy beat
You wouldn't get it, you wouldn't get it, you wouldn't get it
If you don't like my music you wouldn't get it
Y'know what I'm saying, do you
I feel like everyone says they know what I'm saying but no one actually knows what I'm saying
So, lol
I shouldn't be mad, I'm used to this all

[Verse 1]
Fucking swing the blade so that everything goes away
I can't feel all the hate but I can feel all my rage
Memories fade away, all the pain that I've made
I can't take that shit back, but I can't let that shit in the past
I can't let go, I hurt the people I value the most
Going down the road, I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but they've never seen him
John 3:16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree like some dead leaves
Straying in the wind, I'm on my last binge
I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but they've never seen him
John 3:16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree like some dead leaves

[Verse 2]
On my last binge, I'm on my last hinge
They say my views are fringe, I think that they are all cringe
They don't know how it feels like to have few months to live
Put on painkillers to feel okay
Then you realize that the meds create the pain
Stabbed someone to just feel like someone
I'm tired of having no one
Even my friends, I can't talk to them
No one really gives a shit they're just putting on an act
Then they get surprised when they see how I react
I'm so tired of it, I'm so tired of them
Fucking swing the blade so that everything goes away
I can't feel all the hate, I can feel all my rage
Memories fading away, all the pain that I've made
I can't take that shit back, continuing in the past
I can't let go, I hurt the people I value the most
Going down the road, I'm at a dead end with all my dead friends
People talk about the devil but they've never seen him
John 3:16, I could use some peace
Fell so far from the tree like some dead leaves
Straying in the wind, I'm on my last binge
Jumping like The Hinge, they say my views are fringe
I think that they are cringe