Depression

Stuck in manic depression
I can't seem to get out
Voices in my head
Trying to bring me down
So I get high in the meantime
My fault if i'm a mean guy
In my mind i'm just trying to make things right
That's why i'm always making music in the meantime
Im trying to make things right
I write down my goals
Trying to find out if it's possible
But instead I get anxiety
Of the thing sitting right next to me
I get high in the meantime
Hoping everythings gonna be alright
I'm stuck in a maze i'm stuck in time
I guess im just too fucking high
That's what they all say
But they don't understand at all
In my mind it's a deathrace
So who's gonna be first to fall?
Stuck in manic depression
I can't seem to get out
Voices in my head
Trying to bring me down
So I get high in the meantime
My fault if i'm a mean guy
In my mind i'm just trying to make things right
That's why i'm always making music in the meantime
Im trying to make things right
I don't need cash to make me happy
I need my mind to keep me happy
But in my mind there's a big warzone
And that's a place where I don't belong
And even in my soul
There's a bottomless hole
I'm fighting for my heart; can I have it?
(Scratch that)
I'm fighting for my soul; can I have it?
All this war shit I can't stand it
Constant breakdowns constant panic
And constant shaking I can't stand it
I know my demons coming
Stuck in manic depression
I can't seem to get out
Voices in my head
Trying to bring me down
So I get high in the meantime
My fault if i'm a mean guy
In my mind i'm just trying to make things right
That's why i'm always making music in the meantime
Im trying to make things right