Afraid to Feel

[Verse 1]
I am not alone
I've got my health, my home but
My head is always talking
And it controls my body
It tells me when to move my lips
It tells me when I need to quit
Oh, but it's always playing tricks on me
Saying my body's sick

[Chorus]
I am not afraid to feel
I am not afraid of him
Or me or it or them
I'm walking like I cannot see
What's standing right in front of me
Tell me why I'm not gonna panic this time

[Verse 2]
I guess I'm not myself
When I pretend to be without doubt
I'm standing up, you're looking out
If I make no noise they won't find me out
I am not afraid
I am not afraid
I'll say, I'll say, I'll say
I've got no faith but I am not afraid

[Chorus]
I am not afraid to feel
I am not afraid of him
Or me or it or them
I'm walking like I cannot see
What's standing right in front of me
Tell me why I'm not gonna panic this time