INTRO

Going insane, how I was raised
Twenty years older and nothing has changed
All of this pain, with nothing to gain
Shit got me dizzy but it keep me sane
Hard to explain, sick in the brain
Running from demons I just can't contain
You may have problems but we ain't the same
Fighting my demons but you playing games
So I do what I do, goodbye to you, if only you knew oh
The pain in my heart, from back at the start, it's getting so hard oh
I am who I am, don't give a damn, I do what I can oh
It's outa my hands and I don't know who I am now
Don't know who I am now, I'm a different man now
Don't know who I am now, feel like I'm a man down
Don't know who I am now but I won't ever back down
Don't know who I am now, feel like a different man now
Ooo
Smokin and drinkin yeah I do some more
Swallow my sadnesses and pour me a four
Dealing with demons they hard to ignore
Smokin and drinkin I puff on some more
I don't really know how much more, I can take
I don't really know how much more, till I break
'Cause I been holding on for you
But my demons they don't want me to
I been holding on for you
No my demons they don't want me to