Imitation Heaven

Run to the light, drag you down like a stone
Nothing is painless, nothing at all
I let you lift me up there, I can see the ground
I let you lift me up
Deep in black days an imitation heaven
Descending, I fall to my knees
Reason all but left me, my blessing was a curse
And separation leaves us face down in the dirt
I've swallowed all this poison, for you I'd kill
Swallowed all this poison
Leaving me with nowhere to run